So, I turn 30 in one week and am heavier than I have ever been in my life.
I weighed myself the other day and felt a lump form in my throat. I can not believe that I let myself get to this weight. I promised Ben that I would never "let myself go" after having kids. Over the last year, that is exactly what I did. I'm not sure if it has to do with not working, being done with school, or just all the awful things that have happened in life but something is holding me back.
It's pure laziness on my part. I have lots of time to exercise and I don't. I have tons of healthy food around me and chose to eat junk.
This has got to change. I'm just not sure how I can do it alone.
